Fears - the future and needles.
Annoyances - Little brother and mosquitoes.
Accomplishments - I guess that I'm in the academy? I don't know I don't really have anything that's like a huge accomplishment.
Confusions - What happens after we die.
Sorrows - I feel like I'm too cold to my parents sometimes.
Dreams - Be wealthy enough I don't have to worry about money but not so wealthy that lots of people know who I am.
Idiosyncrasies - Some days I'm really talkative and outgoing and other days I don't want to talk to anyone.
Risks - the amount I procrastinate.
Beloved Possessions - my DS (then), friends and family (now)
Problems - procrastinating, very little work ethic
I guess expanding on one of my fears, I just worry about the future way too much. I think this may stem from my distrust in people, so I guess I distrust the people who "run the world". Because all the stuff they do is out of my control but it has a large impact on my life. Like I have no say in what happens in any country except the United States, but all it takes is the press of a button by a person, and boom the world descends into chaos. I also worry that I'm putting in all this work just to hope to live and die peacefully before the world goes to chaos. I just don't think the world is headed in the right direction but I guess I shouldn't worry because after all, it is out of my control. Luckily I don't think about this kinda stuff all that much just occasionally in my thoughts before bed.
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