Annoyances: people who aren't genuine towards others, people who
pick on their skin, when someone pretends to be something they are not
Accomplishments: I’ve spent hour and hours working o color guard and I am very
proud of the accomplishments that have come from that effort
Confusions: I still
don't understand what I’m going to do with my future, how someone can
purposefully bring attention to something that harms themselves or their family
Sorrows: I miss my grandparents, I wish I could go back to being young, I miss
my pets I have lost Dreams: I wanna move far away, travel, and experience the
world and the variety of cultures found in it Idiosyncrasies: I will try on 10
outfits before I pick the one I plan to wear for the day
Risks: My choices and
where they will lead me, I don’t take many risks to tell the truth.
Beloved
possessions, now and then: currently I have a locket and a ring I wear on a
chain every day and the ring is my grandmother's original wedding band from 1965
and the locket is from someone very close to me. When I was younger I used to
carry around a pillowcase called pink pillow and I would never leave the house
without it.
Problems: I have no motivation to do anything right now and I don’t
sleep much because I have hyperthyroidism.
I’m not truly behind on school work
but I’m also not ahead. I will never be a perfect student no matter how hard I
try because I am not a good test taker and I fail every test I ever take even if
I completely understand the content. I’ve tried to work hard and school and I
will continue to work hard until I am hopefully done with school but sadly I
cannot go back in time and fix my grade in Pre-Cal first semester of sophomore
year. I truly dislike that teacher and will always despise her for not letting
me submit any of my work from when I was out sick for three weeks. Anyway I want
to be successful and I want to experience life. I have goals to have a family
and travel. All I can do is hope that my hardwork will pay off enough to get me
to those goals and let me explore and experience what I have not had the chance
to experience yet. I don’t know what my future holds and even though the present
is very stressful currently. This at least gives me time to change that in my
future and hopefully live in the moment a little.
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